So Many Questions...

Ten days...

240 hours...

14400 minutes...

864000 seconds...

'He' will be here soon... I just have to keep reminding myself of that.

Today was a day that I could have used his hand to hold, his arms around me, telling me that everything will be all right. Dear Lord, please watch over him... and me...

How does one know they are in love?

Is it something that just hits you all at once? A risk you take? Or a choice that you make? (I apologize for the rhyme)

Part of me is scared to trust what is in my heart for 'him'. Is it real? How do I know for sure? Will I ever really know?

I get the fluttering heart thing when I hear is voice on the phone... I get nervous (a good kind of nervous) when I'm going to see him... but when we are together the nerves just fade away... This is so different for me.

So, humble reader, I'm sorry if my mushy ramblings bore you. These things are among those foremost in my mind right now.

Until next time...
MissBaggins